Well that’s an interesting development….
I hooked up with someone today. It just kind of happened….and we both agreed that there was no emotion there and didn’t feel anything so that’s….good? I don’t know. I didn’t get butterfly’s, I always did with B, it surprised me how much I did.
I just want to be over him. I know that we probably wouldn’t have worked out in the long run I guess, but I could have seen it work. I would have been willing to deal with him going to Jordan or where ever else he needed to go. I’m not saying I would like it, but I would do it. I mean pending how the relationship were going at that point, but distance doesn’t scare me. But I would have liked to to have the chance to make it work and see where it went. Idk I need to just get over it. It just takes time, and I am incredibly impatient. Blah